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Verse 1:
I wake before the sunlight breaks the sky,
Heavy eyes and a soul that wants to cry.
Nineteen years, just a girl in my own skin,
But a life grows inside me, where do I begin?
Streets feel colder, every turn I take,
Every stranger’s glance a judgment I can’t shake.
I clutch my stomach, feel the flutter of life,
But dread surrounds me, cutting like a knife.
Chorus:
I’m holding a world, too big for my hands,
Trying to breathe while the storm expands.
I’m scared, I’m alone, yet I keep walking through,
Though I shiver in the dark, I dream of you.
Heart heavy but beating, in the silence I pray,
For strength in this sadness that won’t go away.
Verse 2:
Counting my steps, tracing the cracks of the floor,
Memories of freedom I can’t have anymore.
Friends drift away, eyes clouded with doubt,
I whisper my truth, but they don’t hear me out.
The weight of tomorrow is pressing like stone,
A life of my own feels fleeting, unknown.
Mirror reflects someone I barely know,
A girl who’s afraid, yet must somehow grow.
Chorus:
I’m holding a world, too big for my hands,
Trying to breathe while the storm expands.
I’m scared, I’m alone, yet I keep walking through,
Though I shiver in the dark, I dream of you.
Heart heavy but beating, in the silence I pray,
For strength in this sadness that won’t go away.
Verse 3:
Little kicks remind me I’m not alone,
A heartbeat beside mine, a voice, a tone.
Yet tears fall in rivers down my cheeks,
Days stretch endless, nights make me weak.
I dream of laughter beneath warm sunlight,
Of holding you close to make everything right.
Every fear is a shadow I can’t dismiss,
Every hope is a fragile, trembling kiss.
Bridge:
People say, “You’re young, you’ll find your way,”
But streets I walk seem endless, gray.
Promises whispered by lips I trusted fade,
And the future I imagined slowly decayed.
Yet inside me a spark refuses the night,
A tiny life shining like morning light.
Though I falter, though sorrow drags me low,
I carry you, and somehow I grow.
Verse 4:
There’s nights I scream and no one hears,
Fighting silently through the weight of fears.
I wish for warmth in hearts that pass me by,
A simple smile to lift me, not ask why.
But even in sadness, I feel a spark,
Tiny fingers clutching, a life in the dark.
And though life seems cruel, I won’t let go,
I’ll find a way forward, though progress is slow.
Chorus (Extended):
I’m holding a world, too big for my hands,
Trying to breathe while the storm expands.
I’m scared, I’m alone, yet I keep walking through,
Though I shiver in the dark, I dream of you.
Heart heavy but beating, in the silence I pray,
For strength in this sadness that won’t go away.
Though I stumble, though shadows press near,
I’ll carry my love, I’ll face every fear.
Nineteen years, and my world has shifted fast,
A life in my arms, while I try to last.
Sadness may linger, but love will remain,
Through nights of struggle, through torrents of pain.
Step by step, I breathe, I survive,
A mother, a girl, a heart staying alive

J-Pop, K-Pop, Latin, Sad, Happy, Female Vocals, Male Vocals, Choir, Cello, Viola, Violin, Slow (66-76 BPM), Fast (120-168 BPM), Moderate (76-108 BPM)